11.10.2007

百病

韋華第《四季》裡頭《冬》的第一樂章,用刮弦聲模仿寒冬的風雪,聽著聽著也覺得冰冷。自搬進三藩市,冰冷的感覺重了很多,我住的區域更是終年大霧,再住數年風濕恐怕難免了。現在才十一月,家裡已經冷得我終日穿著大衣保暖,遲點再冷下去就要想想辦法啦。

這數年健康狀況一直不太好,老爸說是我不適合這裡的水土。不過我覺得除了上述天氣因素,還包括壓力、飲食、運動等,簡單來說是因獨自生活,對身體的照顧有些少糊塗是正常的,不能說只是天氣的問題。看來年紀越來越大,便要面對和忍受更多的身體毛病。

皮膚慢慢好了點,又來牙齒,是一筆不小的數目。見牙醫是甚麼年紀的我都會害怕和逃避的。上星期四,牙醫在我的口腔裡弄這弄那的時候,為了分散注意力和不想聽到儀器的恐怖聲音,我帶了自己的CD塞著耳朵來聽。

我選的曲目是 Wilhelm Kempff 彈奏貝多芬的《悲愴》鋼琴奏鳴曲。

與其說是悲愴,我的感覺更像悲涼,烈士上刑場那種。

4 則留言:

f 提到...

積極的態度面對,不要把情況想得太坏啊!

Peter 提到...

Wah! This is terrible. As the first trumpet at La Scala said to Wilhelm Furtwangler, coraggio, maestro, coraggio. He was however not talking about being cold and going to the dentist, but about giving the downbeat. So I suppose you need even more of the same.

Peter

Ronnie 提到...

umn... i totally understand the coldness in SF. it's 32F here in NJ, but it feels warmer than 63F in SF. The wind and fog really kill.
Have you tried heaters yet? Buy a small one if you really can't stand the cold.
ai ya... let me cook you comething healthy when I come back. Poor Dickson, be strong!

小妮音樂日誌 提到...

啊! 我喜歡"夏"呢!

小妮 :)